MY NEW LIFE.

after training-look

Yeah. This is my NEW LOOK NOW. From a RED CROSS VOLUNTEER, I am now a RESCUER, A FRONTLINER, A FIRE FIGHTER.

Things changed. I don't know what happened but GOD just brought me here.

Things GOT HARD. Really hard.

During my Regional Orientation Program, the experience was the toughest!!!

EXPRESS. EXPRESS. EXPRESS.

I can't express since BAWAL.

my mates from left to right (FOI Hermosa, FOI Buslon, FOI Ligones, FOI Yaranon, Me, FOI Ababon

during STANDARD RAPEL

my mates. CLASS MAALAB BFP REGION 7 2013 Batch 2

MILLION VOLUNTEER RUN 2

HELLO GUYS! Join the Millions of RED CROSS VOLUNTEERS as they RUN FOR HUMANITY.

 I wanted to promote this RUN FOR HUMANITY, MILLION VOLUNTEER RUN 2 by Philippine Red Cross :) 

Let's join the Philippine Red Cross in support for the cause through PROJECT 143. Be a part of the history. Let's run TO SAVE LIVES.

You can register to the nearest PHILIPPINE NATIONAL RED CROSS chapter and be a part of this BIG EVENT!

I hope you guys could join us!

For our Philippine Red Cross Cebu Chapter, here's the details..

So there's this guy..

So, there's this guy. The reason why I will do this. I will write again..
Maybe he's just someone special. Or just another CRUSH.
I always have a crush. Crazy little thing called CRUSH.
But even though he's just a crush, everything he does MATTER. 

The first time I saw him he looks very familiar. I think I've seen him before, I've known him for so long. There's this connection. 
I don't know, I really can't explain.
All I know is that I like him and the reason is.. I DON'T KNOW WHY.
I just like him.

First few days, it was awkward. Few weeks went by. There are a lot of instances that we will be close to each other. But idk, I chose not to. I just felt this awkward-ness.
But after few months, we became close. SUDDENLY. 
And that made me THE HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE PLANET.

But the thing is.. HE GOT A GIRLFRIEND for almost two tears now :(

So here's me again.. HOPELESS but still HOPING.

A good friend, knows all of your best stories. A bestfriend has lived them with you.

Just read that quotation from my tumblr dashboard. Upon reading that line, one person just came into my mind. And that is my best friend, whose with me all the time. He knows everything about me. We've been friends for like 20 years and 3 months now, and counting. He knows me well. He even knew how to make me feel alright when things aren't on the right track. Now, I just thought of writing a new entry for my blog since I haven't been writing for almost 2 years now. I can't sleep. Thoughts are running through my head. I just wanted to cry, to shout, to hug my best friend. But I know he has been hugging me right now. He's there every time I feel like I don't know what to do and all of my happy times as well. Now, at this very moment, I just wanted to cry. He's been watching me right now,  I know that. You know Him too. And He can be your best friend too. Just tell everything to him. Trials, difficulties, problems, happy moments, He is always there to listen. He never failed to amaze me. And I know, this time, HE WILL CONTINUE TO GUIDE ME AND AMAZE ME! He knows all my problems and always there for me. I love Him so much. I love my best friend so much. Wanna know His name? Just kneel down and pray, you know Him.. His name is JESUS. Make him your best friend too! He won't fail you!

I am okay now, and it's about to sleep.

Good Night my Best friend, I know you've been reading this!

I love You!

I'm back :)

It's been a long time since the last time I wrote an entry.

Got busy from school and stuff.

I've been thinking for a topic to write.

How about dance? Ballet? Nursing life? Or love again?

Suggestions, anyone?

03. Dear Love, Why haven't I found you yet?

from leilockheart.tumblr.com

I just read a post from a website recently, and it talks about love.
Since we all ask this same question especially after BREAK-UP, right?
Why haven't we found love yet? Maybe we believed that we already found it yet we lost it.
What love really means, by the way? Have you felt it? Have you experienced it?
I'll start in asking you: WHAT IS LOVE?
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Many people believe that love is a sensation that magically generates when Mr. and Ms. Right comes along. No wonder why many people are still single. And that includes myself. :))
We fall in love. And we fall out of it.
According to Gila Manolson, Love is that feeling you get when you meet the right person. Exactly! But how can we determine if that love is true? How can we fall in love yet fall out after when we first believed we have met the simple word: LOVE? How will we know if you already encountered Mr./Ms. Right? Are Mr. and Ms. Right for real?! Do they really exist?

Love is such a simple word with such a complicated meaning. And only you, yourself, can describe it when you are already in love.
Love comes in different ways and forms. Love has different meanings and views. Love perceives your feelings and thoughts. Some may say that it is a great feeling! It will make you happy, healthy, smile all day and all night, and spice up your boring life. It can destroy us as well, leaving us with a broken heart. But Love can also give us confidence, it can save us from stumble and unbeatable. You may be the most intelligent person in the world, but Love can make you idiot. You may be the strongest earthling in this planet, but it can make you weak in an urgent.
When we searched in our dictionaries, it says there that "Love is a deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness." Whaaaaaaaaat?! Indeed love has complicated meaning.

from leilockheart.tumblr.com

So why haven't we found LOVE yet? Did you give your first priority in your career? Are you afraid of break up? Do you love yourself too much? Or are you still in love with your EX?

For me, None of the above!
We haven't found love yet because it is not the right time yet. Why rush for love? Let us hold out for someone we feel who is perfect for us. When it is the right time, we'll meet the perfect match and everything will be right.
We are all fair in love because it is free and a precious gift from God. Maybe when we meet the Right Person, we can assure that he/she is what you are asking for the longest time, like how your mom meets your dad. There is no need for us to ask where love is because it is right there in front of us. And when that time comes, WE CAN SET OUR OWN DEFINITION OF LOVE.
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from jumybreaksherheart.tumblr.com

02. Empty mind.

I am thinking what post should I write today. I really really like to write another topic since I deleted my posts and made a new one last week. I am planning to write a love story yet I can't figure out what story should I be writing. I am planning to give advices, yet there are no messages in my mail.
WAAAAAAAAH!!!
Wat should I do?
I want to write a story in my mother tongue. It's easier. :))

You guys are free to give any suggestions!
Message me in my yahoo if you want some advices in your love life or what.

THANKYOU!

❤

BTW, here's my yahoo:

kairubsyu@yahoo.com