So there's this guy..

So, there's this guy. The reason why I will do this. I will write again..
Maybe he's just someone special. Or just another CRUSH.
I always have a crush. Crazy little thing called CRUSH.
But even though he's just a crush, everything he does MATTER. 

The first time I saw him he looks very familiar. I think I've seen him before, I've known him for so long. There's this connection. 
I don't know, I really can't explain.
All I know is that I like him and the reason is.. I DON'T KNOW WHY.
I just like him.

First few days, it was awkward. Few weeks went by. There are a lot of instances that we will be close to each other. But idk, I chose not to. I just felt this awkward-ness.
But after few months, we became close. SUDDENLY. 
And that made me THE HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE PLANET.

But the thing is.. HE GOT A GIRLFRIEND for almost two tears now :(

So here's me again.. HOPELESS but still HOPING.